LYRICS FOR THE 'THROUGH PAIN THERE IS JOY' DEMO CD:
DEDICATION OF THE SACRIFICE
Master Christ, we offer you this sacrifice, take our lives and do what thou will with them. Keeper of the keys of death and hell, we acknowledge your supremacy. He who holds the seven stars, grant us the eternal reward. Giver of all life and sustainer of time, return with power, establish your Kingdom. Complete your plan, destroy this world, Release us from pain and dwell with us.
All honour, all glory, all power to you...
Jesus, my Master, I love you...
SLAVERY
Schizophrenia, paranoia sublime, mental see - saw all the time. Regretting actions, repeating actions, no remorse, then heavy depression. I know the truth, I know what I'm doing, I just cannot stop. I might as well just die...
I've had enough of this constant battle raging in my mind, one more hit is all I need to take the strain away. I need the drug inside me now, I feel empty without it. I've built a wall around myself, I cannot handle life.
All my friends abandon me, my money disappears, I have nothing left to live for, I have destroyed it all...
O My Lord you're all that's left now, all that's ever left for me. I come to you broken, empty, I am fading all away. Change my self hate to acceptance, you know how I really feel. Give me now your peace of mind Lord, free me from this slavery.
The world I once knew now rejects me, I no longer have place there, Let your love embrace my heart Lord, fill me with your peaceful calm. I do give my all to you Lord, give me peace beyond my dreams. Free me from this constant battle, help me beat this addiction...
THE UNAPPROACHABLE LIGHT
Stare full into Your face - Your work perfected. Praise will ever be yours - the Highest Being. No more pain, no more death - no more mourning. Victory of the Light - Immortal Ruler
I humble myself before your will Lamb of God, I owe my life to you, you give me everything.Your knowledge is awesome, mighty is your great plan, thank you for your great gift, eternal life with you....
King - King of Kings, Lord - Lord of Lords, Blessed - only Ruler. Alone Immortal.
With boldness I approach the Throne of Mystery, forever to rest in Your Presence Holy One
Eternal Life for all - through His death, escape from damnation - Face Him now...
Light Unapproachable is the dwelling of you, let your light be my warmth for all eternity.
Eternal Life for all - through His death, escape from damnation - Face Him now...
SAVE YOUR SOUL
Bang your head for God,
Save your soul...
LIFE IN DEATH
Darkness is all around me, fear in my mind makes me uneasy. Where am I going - hell on earth? Where will it end - eternal death? The circle of my closest friends is all now under the power of demons. Where is my exit, how do I escape, ashamed and haunted by all I do...
Deeper and deeper into black, deppression takes control. Rage consumes me like a fire, don't come near me - I'll explode. Empty feelings fill my heart, dismay it is my friend, madness drains my rotten life, this isn't who I am.
Only one way out of here - suicide solution. Push the blade into my wrists - I have no regrets...
Oh my God, Lord Jesus, you're my only friend. You can see me though this mess, on you I do depend. You can lift me from the dirt, the pain I have within, release me from the paranoia, all the filth of sin. Cleanse me know my Saviour, I have much to go, I want complete forgiveness, your peace I need to know...
